I've always been a public whore to degrade and bully, but still I've served mainly one Master in the past couple of years. He is now offline for a few days, as he is stuck home with his girlfriend. I feel so lost and empty and yet I know I deserve this pain, as He is a Straight Alpha God and deserves to f*ck and have fun with her. I am but a toy, an accessory, and I should be most thankful for this.
Yes I'm trying to focus on work... But also hope to find other Masters online who I can worship, entertain and service. Can't live one day without being put in my place... :(