In the end, you can find fulfilment in him making the decisions. What I mean by that is, by him having full control to whatever extent he wants. This can provide a deeper fulfilment in the constant 24/7 awareness that you belong to him, and the flow of your earnings to him is fully under his control. It can be frustrating, but eventually the denial can be as exciting as the instruction to buy or send - simply by your awareness of his authority over you. That is a much deeper and more permanent bliss than the mental and emotional turmoil of the cliff edge. It is affirming and bonding in his ownership and exploitation of you, rather than destructive and chaotic.In the end, you can find fulfilment in him making the decisions. What I mean by that is, by him having full control to whatever extent he wants. This can provide a deeper fulfilment in the constant 24...See more

This really shows how much of this is about learning and communication.

This may be an old post, but it's so very relevant as we tumble along on this demanding and wonderful journey. Thoughtful, open and honest, words for us all. Thanks SubX 😊