slaaf van 48 zoekt eigenaar, buiten blijvende schade verder geen grenzen voor de juiste Meester die de slaaf kan vertrouwen
48 year old slave looking for owner, no permanent damage, no findom but otherwise no limits for the right Master I know I can trust
What I want
een Strenge, Sadistische maar Eerlijke en Betrouwbare Meester voor een vaste D/s die TPE kan worden, in Nederland of Vlaanderen
A strict, sadistic but hones and reliable Master for a D/s that can be TPE in time, preferably in the Netherlands or Flanders
What experience do you have?
Helaas alleen losse afspraken met Meesters, in die afspraken wel ontdekt dat de slaaf masochistisch, oraal geil en echt onderdanig is.
Unfortunately just single dates with Masters, but slave has discovered to be truly submissive, masochistic and very horny for oral service
I don't think being inlove is that easy in the scene. You have to spend too much time and have a great relationship to even trust someone, tougher than 'real life' relationships. But if that happens there must be a really strong feelings or connection between sub and dom and somehow they'll find a way not to mess everything up. As a dom I am always open to a warm, sincere and genuine relationship with subs and it makes it more meaningful to have something like that to keep me in the scene.I don't think being inlove is that easy in the scene. You have to spend too much time and have a great relationship to even trust someone, tougher than 'real life' relationships. But if that happens t...See more
Subcorey is totally right, most who choose this path end with a broken heart. I was in love with my previous master. For the past many years, I never had a master that actually treated me with kindness and respect who actually cared about me and gave me his genuine affection. After like 10 months serving him, I decided to have the courage to tell him. I needed it so bad to have this conversation with him in person but he seemed not comfortable with it. So it was a text conversation and he made it clear that it was unrequited and this would never lead to a romantic relationship. I was crying outside alone at night after the conversation, I was even thousands of miles away from home by myself. I wanted to end the relationship because I did not want to further sink myself deeper into this but I didn't have the courage to lose him so I decided to continue to serve him. But Woof is totally right, this has changed the dynamic of our relationship as I did not want to be humiliated by him anymore and he was totally fine with it because he did not want to hurt me. He was willing to give me more affection like sleeping and cuddling together which meant a lot to me.
Despite having 2 years of amazing dom and sub relationship, I was actually torturing myself without me realizing it. There were many times I felt like shit when I couldn't spend longer time with him like how normal couples do. To make it worst, I felt like I couldn't even have this open conversation with him about how I felt. There's always time limit to that and I wasn't even a clingy person. Eventually, he's the one who decided to end this and I do believe that one of the reasons was because he wanted me to find happiness with a man that could give it. I was really heartbroken. I never ever thought that me not being allowed to tribute him or to buy him gifts anymore could be painful. And it has also changed me a lot. I've never been in a romantic relationship in my life and this experience has made me become even more difficult to fall in love with a man that isn't dominant.
I really like what YoungDom11 wrote. To have that warm and genuine relationship with a dom is truly meaningful. For many years, I gave my commitment to several masters that were only doing this for money, big amount of money. When the money stops, the relationship stops. I was not aware of how much in a long run this has impacted my self confident in finding a genuine relationship. I always questioned my self worth if I deserve this. I am still learning from my past mistakes and I believe that I am able to handle this better. I may fall in love again but I have made it clear to myself, I should never expect it anymore. OF is really an amazing community (despite being judged by few people here in the past), there are many that have been supportive. I really don't have anybody in my life that I could talk or express openly about this.Subcorey is totally right, most who choose this path end with a broken heart. I was in love with my previous master. For the past many years, I never had a master that actually treated me with kindnes...See more
Netherlands, Zuid Holland, Rotterdam 
TPEslaaf voted on ashtrayleatherslave's poll
Jan 13I don't think being inlove is that easy in the scene. You have to spend too much time and have a great relationship to even trust someone, tougher than 'real life' relationships. But if that happens there must be a really strong feelings or connection between sub and dom and somehow they'll find a way not to mess everything up. As a dom I am always open to a warm, sincere and genuine relationship with subs and it makes it more meaningful to have something like that to keep me in the scene.I don't think being inlove is that easy in the scene. You have to spend too much time and have a great relationship to even trust someone, tougher than 'real life' relationships. But if that happens t...See more
Jan 14Subcorey is totally right, most who choose this path end with a broken heart. I was in love with my previous master. For the past many years, I never had a master that actually treated me with kindness and respect who actually cared about me and gave me his genuine affection. After like 10 months serving him, I decided to have the courage to tell him. I needed it so bad to have this conversation with him in person but he seemed not comfortable with it. So it was a text conversation and he made it clear that it was unrequited and this would never lead to a romantic relationship. I was crying outside alone at night after the conversation, I was even thousands of miles away from home by myself. I wanted to end the relationship because I did not want to further sink myself deeper into this but I didn't have the courage to lose him so I decided to continue to serve him. But Woof is totally right, this has changed the dynamic of our relationship as I did not want to be humiliated by him anymore and he was totally fine with it because he did not want to hurt me. He was willing to give me more affection like sleeping and cuddling together which meant a lot to me.
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