Twisted slave turning cashfag in search of service to Alphas for your amusement and entertainment
Submissive who is starting to appreciate findom in it's fullest after a first couple of disappointing experiments. Looking forward to exploring how it can serve creative Alphas who are well versed in getting what they want with style. Looking to serve mostly online (at least for now) but a real time meet is certainly not out of the picture.
Unabashed in its confession that it is fueled by thoughts on corruption, addictions, losing control, ultimately destruction and a laundry list of fetishes to match. Made to sexualize self destructive thoughts, addiction building that take life of their own, long term body trashing and damage for your amusement. If it's bad for the fag it probably already crossed its mind. Current limits are far from the extremes above but the opportunities on getting there are exciting.
Do you share the interest with any of the above? Hot ideas? Love to hear what your thoughts are.
Also realize for many this is not their cup of tea. You might even call the fag disgusting for going this far (of course you're right Sir), but for some it will strike a note. Above is a completely selfish portrayal of its motivations and desires that is has learned to balance and in many cases override with Sir's desires, because ultimately it all only has value when it pleases you Sir.
What I want
Slow and methodical descent into fag servitude through use/abuse, pain, humiliation and exploitation. As a aspiring cashfag it's curious about just how strong it's allure can be once it's hooks are in deep. Down spiral into ever increasing dependence and service with eventually ownership.
Details offered on request.
What experience do you have?
Served as a live-in slave with 3 Masters so far, over 9 years with occasional BDSM use by Master's friends. b**d on a cross from a 2h whipping session until it was a crying sniveling euphoric mess. Spent sleepless nights in predicament bondage in pain. Choked in panic on its own snot from BC play that went a bit further than expected.
On its own it kept finding encouragers online to indulge its depravities and down spiral mentally and physically. Happily so as well. Heavy smoking, ashtray use and at some point gaining despite never having any interest in it sexually. Throw in some intox into the mix. Made progress on both fronts but eventually interest there tapered off with no strict guidance.
United States 
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