I noticed i can be very submissive to guys when someone suddenly pushed the right buttons. That happened years ago. Since then i am a weak faggot and i like being abused.
What I want
If it comes to serving i am looking for a Master slave relationship. That has to include trust and it should be possible to talk about topics not related to findom. I like to be manipulated without noticing it. I want my Master to be addictive so that i need him, that having him ignoring me or even leaving me would be the worst ever could happen to me. Of course i need to find You attractive or else that won't work. I like the "guy next door type" Master.
Sometimes i am up for a quick a***e but that's rare and i really prefer to have a long term Master slave relationship (ownership).
I am not really looking for someone right now as You can see under experiences.
What experience do you have?
I am doing this since several years now. I am a lucky guy cause i found someone who is just perfect in any way for me like 4 years ago. Since then i am serving Him and i am happy. I met Him a few times to do rt and it was always the best time of my life. I just wish He would live closer to me. The distance makes things difficult to do real time at least. But still, it's the best thing for me to be allowed to serve Him and i love Him.
