Today
I was put in the pillory for my master. I was very excited because you
totally lose control of the money you have to give at the pillory. But I
was also really curious to see what it felt like. It really turns me on
to give up control and simply obey an order. I would rather carry out
other orders than gambling: showing myself, taking photos, even in
public or similar.
I don't have so much money that I can give mega sums to my master.
It was an interesting experience and I like it to give up control.
I also liked the fact that my master insulted and belittled me in the meantime. In the end it was 210 tips and my master ordered me to pay the rest up to 300.