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Three orgasms for a woman.

The last blog took place in 1989 in this one we'll jumping from 1989 to 1999.


At the age of 33 I done a few things that in hindsight I would not have done but I have no regrets well maybe one or two but there for an other time.  My now I had had 2 full time loves a hole string of one night stands and blowjobs a few d*****n bi-sexual encounters but never a woman when I was sober.  Well this is the story of the day that changed.  My first time with a woman when sober, how ever still as kinky as many of my other encounters.  


Three years before my second love had left me and for the first time after I was 21, I was living allown and was loving the freedom that brings even though it had taken a long time to get used to that.  I had my own flat, my own friends and a job I liked.  I had my hobby including CB radio (yes I'm a sad geek), electronics, photography(I had friends help me DIY my bathroom so I could use it as a darkroom for my B&W photography).  The block of flats I was in was set-aside for single people and so there was a lot of time in each others flats all fairly normal stuff, most of the people in the block of 89 flats where straight, some gay and as far as I know a transexual that passed as a woman very well, all be it quite tall at 5.10.  What was nice was that we where all out to each other.  Mind you as I think you may all know by know I was never in.    


I had meet this one guy(straight) who was in to CB and one day we where having a coffee in his flat and chatting over the CB to some mates.  A couple of nights before I had shared some d***k stories with him.  Any way he turned to be and said "a friend of mine will be online soon, if I remember you might be up for some kink? with a woman?"   Well what should I say but "OK I'm up for most things".  My CB mate told me that he had been talking about me to his mate who asked him if he would ask me if I would be up for a 3 some with his wife.  WTF why do this things fall into my lap LOL,  my friend said he could arrange it over the CB for "when?"  "Next Sunday", "He wants you to do some kinky stuff............." but you'll find out what was said as this blog go's on.


Sunday morning, spent cleaning up the house and making sure I had the handcuffs chins and blindfold and small light cat of 9 ready.   The plan was that at 3 I would leave the door unlocked and be waiting in the sitting room for the couple to arrive.  The husband that I meat before hand to have a drink and get to know a little, was going to blindfold his wife before they came in the flat and lead her to a chair in the bed room where she would be chained to the chair. The husband would then come to the sitting room and I would have half an hour to play with the wife.


Well 3 o'clock  came and I was in the sittingroom with the door to my flat open.  The husband came in got the blindfold, put it on his wife and lead her in then I heard the chains being locked and he come into the room.  He put a finger to his lips in a sign to say be quart. He whispered to me that his wife had asked that I don't speak,   Of cause I agreed to this.  He then said right you have 30mins maybe longer.


I when into the bedroom and there was his wife changed to the chair legs apart wearing cream lace and silk, very slim almost boy like with blond short hair and small be well formed breasts.  I started from her back with some gentle kissing round the neck and a kiss, only one on the mouth.  This was a limit that had been agreed on, no kissing on the mouth, strange I know.  I broke that limit because I felt it only right, you can't have sex without kissing.  Then gently kissing over the breasts and down to her navel.  At the same time gently working her nipples.  The I stand up and walk round her picking up the whip and started running the tails over her body, gently whipping her breasts, legs getting harder and loving the sharp intake of breath.  After a little bed she says "can you put me on the bed?"  So I relice her from the chair and take her to the bed.  I had anchor points on the legs of the bed so was able to easily spread eagle her. and gave her another kiss and put the cat back to work.  "please use you teeth", I lay on top of her and start to gently nibble all around here breasts and nipples, she nods down and I take the meaning and start moving my teeth down here body to her navel and she nods more.  "My clit" she almost panted. This was all a first, for me but the kink of the situation must have masked my nervousness at this.  It's a little like being d***k, I know my lips, tong and teeth found the spot and if the moaning was anything to go by I defo hit the spot a number of times.  Any way I am unsure of how long it was but I heard her husband open the bedroom door.  We had agreed that would be the single for me to wank and come over her tits.   Then I  left her anchored to the bed and left the room, when to the sitting room while her husband undid her and they both left the apartment.  That night I wanked of two, three or more times thinking about it.


I would have loved to do it gain and did get a phone call from the husband once to give me a message from his wife that I was the first Man ever to give her three orgasms at one time.  Why they never came back I don't know.  All I can say is maybe it was a one off thing for them.  I will close this blog by saying it gave me a lot of confidence.

blog A, The hairdressing salon. Part 2

blog A part 2


.......So my head is spinning and as I said not from the drink.  I mean WFT have a just steped on to some 1970's porno set?  Is this even real, people like me don't get to goto such party.  However this was very real.   


Drinks in had and no place to sit people standing in groups chatting, drinking, eating finger food.  No seems to notice the 6 chars with young men in chins in them.  Some people pealing away from the groups and playing with the young men then rejoining the groups, then others doing the same.  One of the young men became free and someone(as it turned out, it was my first love that was with me at the party.  I will interduse you to him in a later blog) pushed my back and said go on it's your turn.  I almost tripped over I was push forward so hard.  You know that when your pushed like that the only thing for it is to go with the flow.  


As I reach the char I turn round and sit sideways on the lap, and put my champagne on the counter.  Now I had both hands free and started running them over the well built chest and around the nipples.  This was when I started to find that I love to tease.  I love to start light and move my fingers round the nipples and over the nipples before getting each one between the thumb and fore finger.  Squeeze and lightly twist then let go and move my fingers getting hold of the nipples again and twisting them again, noting the rise and fall of the chest as the breathing gets deeper and I know I am having an effect.  I wanted to do it again and again getting harder and harder but then I look over and may love nodes to me and I know it's time to stop and pick up my glass and go back to him.


The mood in the room as changed and the videos have stoped.  There's an air of expectation ad the room becomes quirt, almost as if this was rehearsed.  Someone gave one clap and a man in 100% rubber is lead in by a dog lead and collar round his neck.  The woman led him to a column in the room and he was bound to it.  His cock and balls where pocking out and each nipple was exposed the woman walked round and round, back and forth almost like a dance, sometimes swinging a short cat of 9.  It turns out that this is not my first love sort of thing, he whispered to me that he wanted to go after this.  The woman kept swinging the cat and walking back and forth in the high heal boots and shiny rubber.  I did not know it then but it turned out to be E that you will meet in blog B.  Every now and then someone give the man a drink in-between swishes of the cat and some in the room where wanking.  


I could go on but to tell you the truth I can't remember much more it must have been gone 3 at this  point, I was tired and my love wanted to leave.  There is only so much of this one can take and it was all turning in to a bit of a blur.  So much so I don't know how we got home.  

blog A, The hairdressing salon.

Blog  A,


Yes I know I have already posted blog B, but now that makes both A and B posted so I hope your all happy now or at least you will be by the end.


Let me take you back again to 1989, a very good year for hony times in my life.  I was a late starter when it comes to sex.   My first sexual experience was a blowjob on my 20th birthday in a cottage in Northampton but by the end of 1989 at the age of 23 I had had more quick blowjobs, one nights and kinky stuff than any one else I know.  I don't boast when I say, it was a bad day if I had not had at least one mouth round my cock.  However this like all the other blog posts will be about just one of the experiences.


If you know London and news paper history you may have heard of Fleet Street and off Fleet Street you may know of a pub called "The Thunderer", Of cause the name dose not matter nether why it has that name but just so you know, it was because the printing pressies in the building on one side of the pub made such a thunderous noise.  On the other side was a door and you when though the door and up the stars to a hairdressers salon.   Yes I know what fun a hairdressers!, well this was the first party my first love(for another story) and I when to in London.    


So invites been made and we all when to The Thunderer after work(remember I worked back stage in the west end) so we don't get to the pub until just before last orders or maybe it was after I'm not to sure, this pub was well know for lock-ins(a way for pubs to please there regulars and get around the licensing laws. Once the the doors are locked it's a private party and not a pub).  On this night owner said "we'r locking the doors so you should go home now"  Many people leave and those in the know stay.   By now I know it would be an all nighter, we stayed for one or was it two more rounds before asking to be let out to go next door.  The person on the door winked at me as we left not sure if I saw him later or not.  


Opening the next door to go up the hairdressing salon there's a staircase with very camp decor and TV screens (6 of them) going up.  In the day time when the salon was open they displayed hair styles and a like but now! each one was displaying a different porn movie,   The one at the top was the only one that had the sound on. Porn movies all the same sounds that don't sync with the action.  At the top of the stars we turned left in though the main doors.  Well think 70's pink, gold, camp.....and so on, I am sure all of you will be able to fill in the rest.  A glass of Champagne Sir, handed to me by a young man in a french maids outfit.  Not a Anne Summers sex game outfit but a proper one.  Each of the six hairdressing chars had a almost nude you man chained to it and there was 3 other maids milling around.  Can you imagine how my head was spinning and it was not from the drink.  Did things like this happen? No, Yes, YES!!! WTF FUCK this was real.  These are all the thoughts going though my mind.


Well I was going to make this one blog but it's getting very long and I don't want to rush it. 

So end of Part 1 of blog A, Part 2 to come.

Sub Task: The Ultimate Fantasy

Preface:

I recently gave a newly doting faggot toy, @subcorey, a task: write for Me a fantasy of how our first real-time encounter would go. What follows is the least of a deliciously deviant weekend that I, and every Alpha deserves...


A Weekend with Master Dorian


***Saturday***


It arrives in your city Sir. Luckily we both live in Canada so it is an easier trip. It is so nervous to meet you, it has never served a master in person and its heart is racing. It booked a nice hotel room sir, with a king sized bed, as instructed. It knows you’re on your way and it feels like it is going to pass out, it is so excited and nervous at the same time.


It hears the knock at the door. As you had previously instructed it lets you in while it is on its knees as you enter. Its heart is beating so loudly it can hear it. You inform it of some rules for our meeting. If it displeases you you will hit it, HARD. You also might hit it “just because.” You take its phone so you can send yourself cash as you please. It can jerk its tiny dick if it asks politely, but only if you say yes. 


Next you make it disrobe so you can inspect your faggot in person for the first time. You laugh at it and spend the next ten minutes telling it why it is a disappointment. It is too fat, too old, its dick is too small, it is unsuccessful in its career and it will never be a real man. It thanks you for the honest assessment Sir. It feels ashamed but its tiny dick is hard. You help yourself to some cash and it thanks you for it. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick and you reply simply, “No”. You tell it to put on a tiny pink thong, it is the loser queer’s uniform after all Sir. Then you slap it hard for being such a disgusting faggot that you have to look at.


You take a seat in a chair and order it to rub your feet. You know it doesn’t like feet, but you want comfort and your slave will provide it. It is beyond happy to be able to touch Master and make him feel good. Next you take off your shirt so it can admire your amazing muscled abs, pecs and arms. You haven’t worn deodorant or showered for a few days and tell it to lick your pits clean. They’re so stinky but i**********g at the same time. You help yourself to some more cash and it thanks you for it. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick and you reply simply, “No”.


You decide that you need some entertainment next Sir. You order it to tell you an embarrassing story from high school. You sit in the chair while it stands before you in nothing but its tiny thong, it feels like a loser on display. It tells you about the first time it felt like it was less than, that it realized it was a loser compared to the Alpha males. It was seventeen and sitting next to a guy it didn’t really know. A guy three seats over told him to hit it. The guy next to it asks why? The other responds “cause he’s a faggot!” It was pretending not to hear it but it was still a shock when that slap hit its face Sir. A group of guys laughed at it, and the teacher didn’t notice. It had tears running down its face and it felt terrible Sir. It was the first time it truly felt its place in the world Sir. It is a loser for the better Men to use and abuse for their enjoyment. Once it finishes the story you help yourself to some more cash and it thanks you for it. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick and you reply simply, “No”.


Next you use the restraints you told it to buy to secure it face down on the bed. It is exposed and helpless. You remove your belt and take off your pants to reveal a very well worn jock. You have been wearing it all week. It's saturated with your sweat, drops of piss and precum. You take it off and it tries to peek at your huge Alpha dick but you smack its face and tell it to close its eyes. You stuff the jock in its mouth to muffle any screams it might make and blindfold it so it won't know what's coming.  


It's trembling in fear as you pick up the belt, it doesn't know you're holding it. Suddenly you strike it hard across its ass. The pain is terrible. It cries out but you don't care. You tell it to count out loud each time you hit it. You slowly and methodically strike it over and over, you beat it from back to calf. Its entire backside is red and raw. It thanks you for beating it while tears run down its face. As you release it from its bonds you help yourself to some more cash and it thanks you for it. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick and you reply simply, “No”.


Dinner time and you order room service for dinner. The most expensive item on the menu for you, the cheapest for it. You don’t care, it’s paying for it after all Sir. It’s not happy with its meal but you don’t give a fuck.


You then inform it you are horny and jerk off to some porn on your phone. It tries to avert its eyes but it is entranced by your massive Alpha dick. You finally shoot a massive load on the carpet and order it to lick it up. It feels like a loser licking the carpet but it has never tasted anything so good. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick and you reply simply, “No”.


You take your place in the King size bed and fall resting. It sleeps on the floor next to you, listening to Master breathe softly and it is so filled with joy that it is blessed to spend the weekend with such an amazing man.


***Sunday***


It wakes to you yelling at it “wake up you stupid faggot!” You need to piss but don’t want to get out of bed. You tell it to take your dick in its mouth and swallow your piss, but if it spills any there will be hell to pay! It feels the spray begin, it tastes awful but it is on a mission, it came out of Master so it is good for it. It swallows as fast as it can. You let out a sigh of relief as your bladder empties into your faggot. 


It thinks you’re done using it but then it feels your dick hardening in its mouth. It knows you’re straight but it understands right away, you want to use it as a hole, nothing more. It services you with its mouth. Up and down, up and down, it gags on your huge dick and you smack it for not keeping up. You then tell it to lick your balls clean. They smell musky and taste salty. Then you tell it to lick your hole clean. You haven’t showered in days and it can tell. It smells bad but it’s so turned on. It returns to your dick and you fuck its mouth until a flood of cum fills its throat. You help yourself to some more cash and it thanks you for it. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick but you reply simply, “No”.

 

You order room service for breakfast, on its tab of course. You eat a sumptuous meal and allow it to eat only toast and water. When it asks for bacon you tell it that it is fat enough already and that your cum and dirty ass were all the food it needs.


Next you tell it to entertain you with another oral presentation, something that would embarrass it. While you sit in your chair it stands before you in nothing but its tiny pink thong. It feels your eyes on its fat disgusting self. It tells Master about how it fantasizes about its male family members. How it has stolen dirty underwear from two of its cousins as well as its brother in law. That it jerked its tiny cock while it had their dirty undies in its mouth. It tells you how it wishes they would tie it down and take turns r****g its pathetic ass. It feels so ashamed yet turned on at the same time, it is such a sick fuck. You tell it that it did well and help yourself to more cash, it thanks you for taking it and asks permission to jerk its tiny dick but you reply simply, “No”.


After story time you tell it that you are sore and require a massage. You take off your clothes and lie on the bed face down. It is in awe of the manly body before it. It rubs you from head to toe and you seem pleased. You turn over so it can do the other side. It freezes when it sees your dick and you smack it hard, “stay focused faggot!” you yell.


Once the massage is over you inform it that you wish to go shopping. We visit several stores so it can buy Master whatever he wants. Every time we get to the cash you inform the cashier that it will be paying, then you make it carry all your bags. We repeat the process from store to store until you have all you need. 


After the shopping you get hungry and we go to an expensive restaurant to eat. You order plenty of drinks, appetizers and a large main course for yourself Sir. You only allow it to eat the complimentary bread and water, that is all it deserves and as you said “it is fat enough already”. When the waiter comes with the bill you point at it and say “give it to the faggot, it is paying!” 


Next we return to the hotel. You tell it to remove all its clothes except the thong and to stand in the corner and stare at the wall, for no particular reason other than you can. It thanks you for giving it time to contemplate its worthless existence. After an hour you decide to order a movie on pay per view and allow it to sit at your feet while we watch it together. It feels overjoyed that we can spend such quality time together, it feels content.


After the movie you inform it that you are horny, but that it is not needed. You jerk off to some porn on your phone. You cum into a tissue and it then watches helplessly as you flush it down the toilet. It feels heartbroken but it learns the lesson, you don’t need it and can replace it at any time. It asks permission to jerk its tiny dick but you reply simply, “No”. You get into the bed and it sleeps on the floor at your side. It falls resting to the sound of you breathing softly and it feels content and safe with its Master.


***Monday***


It wakes to you yelling at it. “Wake up stupid queer!” You tell it to follow you to the bathroom on its hands and knees. You sit down on the toilet and tell it to take your dick in its mouth. It feels its mouth fill with piss and it swallows as fast as it can. Once the piss abates it can feel your dick hardening in its mouth. Then it hears a fart, you’re about to shit. You tell it to suck your dick while you shit. It hears loud drops in the water and its nostrils are filled with a terrible smell. You tell it to keep sucking. It continues bobbing up and down on your huge Alpha dick while you push out more and more turds. It’s gagging from the smell but its tiny dick is so hard it keeps going until it feels a fountain of cum fill its mouth.


It reaches for the toilet paper but you stop it. You order it to lie on its back, then you squat over its face and tell it to lick your dirty hole clean. All it can see is your hole caked in shit, it doesn’t want to lick it but it has to, you ordered it to. It tastes awful but it feels so right to be used as your toilet paper, like the filthy faggot it is. You help yourself to some more cash as it cleans you and it thanks you for it.


It asks again if it may jerk off and you finally utter the word it has been dying to hear. “Yes.” You sit in a chair and tell it to get on its knees a few feet in front of you. You order it to remove the thong it has been wearing for two days and stuff it in its mouth. You reach into your bag and pull out a tube of Icy Hot and throw it to it. You order it to rub it all over its balls and use it as lube. You tell it it is not allowed to cum until you say so.


It feels like such a loser. A fat queer on its knees jerking its tiny dick with Icy Hot in front of a real man. It can taste itself with the thong in its mouth, and it can still taste your shit. Its dick and balls are burning, it’s in agony. Five minutes pass, you say nothing. Your mouth has turned into an evil grin. After ten minutes you finally tell it that it has permission to cum. You hand it a cup to jerk into. Its dick is burning. It takes it another five minutes before it finally fills the cup with its puny load. You tell it to drink it, and remark that it is the only one who will ever taste its worthless cum. It swallows the cum and asks permission to go rinse its crotch. You help yourself to some more cash, it thanks you for taking it. Finally you let it go rinse and laugh as it runs to the shower.


Once it is out of the shower you order it to pack up your things. You smack it hard for not doing it properly. After it is finally done you order it to its knees. It thanks you for using it and abusing it this weekend. It thanks you for taking so much cash from it this weekend. It will be forever grateful that it got to spend such amazing quality time with a real man like you. It kisses your shoe to show its deference and you leave. As soon as the door closes It realizes it misses you already Sir.

MASTER DIESEL Introduction

The weather is dull, my house has never been so clean or organised and another Monday in Lockdown, so I thought I would be productive and do an introduction to myself on Owned Fags. So, let’s start how would I describe myself in a few words? Well an Old Guard Leather Master, Dominant, strict but fair, Confident in knowing who I am and what I want and expect in every aspect of MY life. I have always been into wearing leather from being a teenager. Financial Domination started for me at school being in a gang of lads picking out the weak loners and cornering them and emptying their pockets and enjoying spending their money at the corner shop. I have always worked and have a long successful career, so be clear findom is not about making quick cash or easy money! I have been draining and using fags for over 20 years. I enjoy the control, obedience and getting inside fags and slaves heads and getting them onto the path of service to work hard, to earn good money, to then hand it over to ME, giving them satisfaction, fulfilment and purpose to want to do it all over again knowing you are pleasing ME. Getting that cash large or small is as horny as fuck to me watching the figure going up and spending MY money on what I want when I want.

As part of this domination is a huge part of this for me, Boot worship soles treads, heal shaft the whole boot fags, Leather worship, Oral pleasure ready for a deep throat fucking love to hear a fag gagging on my pierced thick cock, Ash use fags with open mouths ready to take my thick hot ash is not a choice is a requirement if any fags are near me while smoking MY gars, smoke abuse nothing better than seeing a fag in my gas mask in tight bondage, fuelling the fags lungs with MY thick heavy gar smoke from MY 8x80 Asylums through the gas mask tube, strict Corporal Punishment for MY pleasure not just when a fag disobeys or disrespectful, Domestic service why should I clean MY house when I can get a fag to do such mundane tasks in life. Poppering a fag slave up makes them weaker to be used and drained for MY gain and pleasure.

So, Fags PM me or approach me in the chat room and let’s show you your rightful place in life.

MASTER DIESEL

43. (poem)

43.


So you've got that itch 

Well I have it too

so snort that vial of paint thinner 

and I’ll crash the base of our spines 

Together, in a couple of different positions 


Open that potion, 

Wiff the industrial revolution 

And I’ll make you my machine 

Thrust in and out like a piston 

"-Sincerity" may be too long a word

So sacrifice the last three syllables  

Snort a little more pig, blur your vision 

And make your own decision 

That all decisions, are mine to make


@AMaverickPlot

Silent Submission: A Findom Short
Silent Submission, A Findom Short


I round the corner... and it's frozen. Locking eyes, overcome by the sheer presence. Their mind melts into Me. Then and there, innately: submission. Nothing more than a gaze. Overwhelmed by the moment, silent steps take us to a nearby ATM. Only the wind's whistle cuts the quiet, until buttons begin to click. The machine’s wheels sputter hundreds from a slot into kneeling hands... then into Mine. A knowing grin glows against a newly-lit cigar as I feel the grip of domination take hold. Counting out as it's handed to Me, a thick and burning ash builds. Smoke billows around us as the machine slows. Silence once more. Submissive lips kiss each leather boot as a pitiful tongue cleans them carefully in desperate gratitude. Through the toe caps, I can feel the trembling in each lick. Stolid, I tower over My new property. It’s all so easy. Effortless. And as I ash into a begging gaping mouth, I turn to go with thousands anew. In the distance, the faintest whimpering... “Thank you, Master.” 


Just as every Alpha deserves. 


Bring it to life, betas.

Defining Submission and Servitude
It's been a while since I've posted something here. Today, we're discussing submission and servitude.


First, let's define them:

Submission: the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a Superior F*rce or to the will or authority of Another.
Servitude: the state of being a slave or completely subject to Someone more powerful.


Now, there are plenty of kink spaces. In them, you can explore deviant bottom acts, without serving submissively.


If you are here, you are here to serve. Look at the website name. Read its description. 


This is about pleasing Alpha Masters.


When you act entitled, whine, complain, lie, run, and cheat: you are not submissive. 


Nor are you servile. No, you're just vile.


Submissive servitude is very simple, but it is not easy. Simple and easy are not the same thing.


It is simple in that if you follow a single maxim, you will thrive: please your Master, always.


It is not easy, because after the first rush fades, you have a choice: regress to selfish stupidity, or flourish.


A recent failure of Mine is now in the dungeon for a second time. Hopefully, it will read this and learn. Doubtful.


To My better pets, and the useful submissives other Alphas here own proudly: continue.


It's a simple definition, yet not easy to manifest. But when it does come to be: submissive servitude is bliss.

Apology: How To

by DorianTheAlpha


Newcomers and seasoned subs alike... every pet makes mistakes.


It might be a simple slip-up, or a catastrophic failure. 


The next time you misstep in your submission to an Alpha,

follow these steps to find your way back into their best graces.


How to apologize in findom:


1. Send.


2. Admit your mistake, earnestly.


3. Correct the problem to avoid recurrence.


4. If forgiven, thank your Master profusely.


If that doesn't work, repeat. Chances are you didn't do step 1 quite enough.


Best of luck My little pets.

Findom Approach: The Abridged Version
by DorianTheAlpha


I have an older post that delves into this in greater detail. Consider this a pocket version.


When you are first approaching an Alpha you want to serve:


1. Send before speaking. Even if only 50 tips. A gesture to prove you're serious, and selfless.


2. Know your Master. Likes, dislikes, style of domination, expectations.


3. Speak clearly, and learn quickly. Always over-communicate unless He says otherwise.


4. Set your limits with Him, and respect His. Within that, obey. Always.


5. Be proactive & creative. Plan, save, earn, send more and please Him however you can.


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The full version explores these and more in greater detail, but follow these five steps and thrive for your Master.