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Difficult times

I am sure many members here have found it difficult during recent weeks and months to keep things together. Some financially ('by writing cheques that can't be cashed'), some mentally, some both. My own journey has been somewhat of a rollercoaster, but with a general trajectory in the downwards direction.

I can confidently say that the only reason I am still here is due to two very special people. One in my home world and one in my findom world (he knows who he is)

We all have our own ways of dealing with things and searching for solutions.  Nonetheless the underlying message is very important however. You should never feel you have to be alone with your feelings.  You might not be able to talk to close family and friends, but there are many resources to call upon for support, or for jjust a shoulder to cry on. Mine was closer than I thought.

This whole Covid situation will start to calm down at some point. Things will become clearer and there will be a way forward for us all.

Though it has been said before on this site, we all need a degree of consideration for each other.  Some of us have had minor inconvenience others have had their world's turned upside down.

Take a moment. Think. Communicate.

Submitting to an Alpha's Feet and Footwear

Feet are the lowest part of the body and throughout history it has been common place for weak, conquered and inferior people to kneel and bow their heads at a Superior's feet and either beg for mercy or grovel. Some even make these people kiss their feet. Doing these things is some of the most degrading and humiliating things a person can do and probably why feet get a bad rep in society. This is why submissive fags like me enjoy kneeling and kissing feet because it shows how inferior and weak I know I am to an Alpha male. 

Licking feet is even more humiliating because you are licking off the sweat and dirt which shows that you are lower than the lowest part of an Alpha and have no self-respect so you will do as you are told. If you like feet then you are submissive in some way. I would never believe somebody is Alpha if they like feet. 

Many fags like me like feet to smell but in varying degrees. I enjoy feet smelling like the Alpha has been in the same footwear all day in work for example. Some like feet that have not been washed for days and in the same socks for weeks too. This is because the pheromones of an Alpha radiate through body parts that denote power like feet and I personally like to feel like I am licking His feet clean and enjoy having the Alpha's foot smell on my face that I keep smelling over hours. I would question if you are an fag if you do not like feet to smell at all and especially if you do not like feet at all. 

Footwear is very similar as you are licking the dirt off which is also very humiliating and degrading. It is a job for a lesser being. 

Conclusion, if you enjoy licking, kissing and smelling feet then you should feel embarrassed and ashamed because it shows you are weak and inferior and that is why we are fags :)

Something about Master

We faggots are born as beta males, a category of lesser males that will never be able to grow and transform into a Real, Alpha Men. Many of us spend years trying to live a life he wasn't meant to live, because he lacks one thing to make him realize about his true nature: the bold presence of a Real Men in his life.

For us faggots, having a Alpha Man that we can look up to and follow His steps is something we dream since a young age, and we search for Him everyday of our miserable lives. Some of us can realize this dream and finally be chosen to serve a Superior Man, so we can learn from Him with His words, His knowledge, His opinions and we can also learn by serving Him, knowing His tastes, His preferences.

I consider myself a very lucky faggot to be chosen by Master @masterblk to serve Him. He's a Black Alpha Men that I'm very proud to be serving, proud to be able to kneel and feel happy to be under His domain. I think about Master everyday, and sometimes I need to refrain myself from keep wanting to talk with Him because I know that a Superior like Him has more to do than chatting with a slave, but I always learn something anyway. 

When Master thinks that I could do something, I'm sure He will call me and tell me to do it, so I don't need to feel anxious about it, instead I must feel happy that He remembered me.

Thank You again for Your presence in my life and for letting Me be Your property, Sir.

The Meeting - A dadfag story for Monstercawk

The Meeting. 

I immediately saw him when I stepped into baggage claim. Very tall, dark and handsome. He was 30 years old and built lean and strong. Dark hair and features, he looked like a young movie star.  The Alpha saw me too and started grinning ear to ear as I walked out. I could see in his eyes I was his for the weekend.  I looked him up and down and did a quick scan of his body, suddenly focusing on his crotch. Holy shit he wasn’t joking. He was “commando” in tight workout shorts that showed off his legs but more so showed off his massive manhood. The Alpha had a log in his shorts and I could see it start to stiffen. 

The Alpha turned away and started walking to the car, never saying “Hi or how was your flight?”  I followed him staring at his ass, unable to comprehend what I had gotten myself into..  We got into his car and started driving. I could see out of the corner of my eye his bulge had gotten considerably bigger since the airport and there was a small precum spot growing on his shorts. His cock was a monster!  He had this shit eating grin on his face as he faced forward and said out of the blue, “Which bank do u use”?  I looked up confused from my phone and knew this was how it started.  “BOA, Sir” I said.  “Look up the nearest one fag” he said. My cock jumped at the statement but struggled to get erect in my newly locked cock cage. “It’s .075 miles Sir”.

The Alpha pulled onto a side street 5 minutes later and I could see a BOA drive up machine through the trees. My mind started racing; How much do I have? How much can he pull out? What am I doing? As he’s getting out of the car and starts walking to the machine I hear him say “follow me fag”.  I get out of the car and turn to find him standing under a tree. His silhouette is perfect. Tall long legs, big hands and a massive bulge that I can’t stop staring at.  The Alpha looks at me and smiles. He reaches into his shorts and pulls out the most massive fat cock and balls I’ve ever seen. He just lets it drop in front of his legs and it bounces, begging to be sucked. “Here’s the deal” he says. “You’re going to bow down in front of that ATM facing me. I am going to walk up to you, slide my cock in your mouth and it’s going to stay in your mouth until I say so. Understand fag”? I nod slowly, terrified by what I’ve gotten myself into. “Now get over there and kneel fag”.  I slowly walk over to the ATM. It’s got so many lights; Security lights, cameras, everyone can see. Fortunately it’s 1AMm so no one is out but still! “What if someone sees”, I keep thinking. 

For what seems like an eternity I get to the machine and turn.  The Alpha just stands there grinning, huge cock sticking straight out of his shorts.  He walks towards me and I really realize how tall he is.  This dude is easily 6’4” and his cock is the exact height of my mouth.  His shadow grows as he gets closer and his cock is suddenly right in front of my face. All I see is his dick coming towards me. He grabs the base of his shaft and slowly slides it in. It pushes past my lips and rests on my tongue. It is huge. So fat, my lips are spread wide and it almost cuts off my oxygen. “Gimme your ATM card fag” he says.  I struggle to get out my wallet.  I hand him the card, his cock slides into my mouth more. “Text me the pin fag” My hands are shaking, eyes are watering and chest is racing as I try and focus on my phone, texting the numbers  The Alpha chuckles when his phone chimes and I hear him say to himself “easy money” as he starts entering my pin number.  I’m now fully aware I am bowing in front of a huge Alpha,  his massive cock in my mouth as he is withdrawing what is now his cash from my bank account. His cock begins to stiffen as the machine starts kicking out the bills. 100, 200, 300, 400, 500 dollars spits out, all in 20’s. His cock slides in even more pushin my head back into the machine. I’m trapped.  I can hear the Alpha slowly counting the cash when I look up, mouth full of his manhood.  “Don’t look at me fag unless I say so”, pushing my head hard into the ATM with his cock and hips.  I just sit there frozen in time with his huge cock in my mouth when he slowly starts pumping. With each thrust of his hips he goes deeper and gets harder. As he counts the wad of bills he gets more aggressive, holding my head with one hand and his wad of cash with another. He starts to fuck my face, pushing his massive fat cock deeper into my throat and making me gag, my eyes bulge and water and I struggle with his size.  And then it happens. His cock seems to get even thicker as he screams and pushes his dick deep into my throat, cutting off all air. Huge squirts of cum flood my mouth and throat. I can’t breathe, I can’t swallow, I feel like I’m drowning as his cum load keeps pouring from his cock, down my throat. It seems to go on forever, pulse after pulse. Thrust after thrust till my gut is full of his seed.  His full weight is on me as he finally shivers and sighs heavily,  his thick hard cock slowly starts to soften in my mouth. I’m relieved as I think this is all over. He’s going to pull out now and let me up.  “I told you don’t take my cock out of your mouth until I say so fag”.  He looks down at me and gives me a playful slap on the face and then relaxes. I feel both of his huge hands grasp my head on both sides, holding me into place. Suddenly he closes his eyes and moans. I taste his piss. At first it was a small trickle down my throat, something I could handle but then immediately without warning a huge flood of warm piss fills my mouth and I’m drowning again.  I try to swallow it but there’s so much. The piss starts to flood out of my mouth and all over the ground.  The Alpha is laughing now as he pulls back and starts pissing all over me. My head, my face, my shirt, my shoes, it’s all soaked and covered in his piss. He pisses on me for over 30 seconds, the type of piss load after a full pitcher of beer. I’m soaked. The Alpha just stands there and looks at his slave, cock dripping, hanging out of his shorts with a big grin on his face. He grabs is dick and shakes it off on me before sliding it back into his shorts. A bulge again that demands to be stared at. 

“Theres a plastic bag and a plastic sheet in the trunk fag. Strip naked, put your piss soaked shit in the bag and sit on the sheet for the ride home.  I’ll sneak you up the back, he says.  I just sit there in a pool of piss, dejected and wet.  I get up and follow the Alpha back to the car, dripping piss down my legs and all over the cement. I  strip naked in front of him. He smiles as he sees my cock cage and how small my dick is. “Easy to hide such a small fag clit in there huh slave. Not anything like my monstercock” as he grabs is dick and squeezes it hard. “Your cunt is gonna gaped tonight, slave. Full of my cum and piss. You may or may not like it. Either way, I don’t care.” “Yes sir” I replied as I draped the sheet in the back. “Hold on, I got something else for you” as the Alpha digs in the trunk.  He pulls out a large piece of rope.  “Put your hands out faggot” as he walks over to me and starts tying the ropes around my wrists. “You’re mine now slave”, he growls. He bends down and looks me deep in my eyes. “I own you and we will do this every night until that bank account is empty and what is yours is mine”  I looked up to him, tiny cock caged, hands tied and marked by his piss. “Yes Sir, it’s all yours Sir” I reply as he shoves me into his back seat and closes the door. 

Holiday Weekend
So this is a holiday weekend in the U.S., where many people (well, those who are still employed) will have a day off tomorrow.  It's to honor the memory of those who died in military service to the country.  This year, there has been an unofficial effort to add those who have been serving the country in other ways during the pandemic.  That feels right to Me- because what's being done by medical people and others is indeed a sacrifice,  I think those who served the nation in uniform will be just fine if their "day" is shared at a time like this.

For those of U/us who remain employed and healthy, the least W/we can do is express gratitude for those who have, or are, making sacrifices right now for the common good.

Not really a FinDom message today, but there it is.. <g>

Stay safe!

Call me Sir

Master of the day May 16.   I have been a Master for more than 25 years now and have had some really good experiences. For me it's not a game. It's my way of living.  And now I am contemplating wether I should share some of my events in writing. 

Being a true and open Master means my friends and colleagues know me as the true Me. 

Some colleagues have also learned that if they ask about my night before they will get a full reply.

This is an excellent site for me. I have a lot of fun with findom and it fits my ideas of Master slave relations, but it is also just a part of all that that I am. 

My main goals are real meetings and training of a slave to become a total slave for my pleasures . 

A sexslave, workslave, cashslave, painslave, totally exposed for me, under total control of me, trained by me and molded into my idea of the perfect total slave. 

Looking for those few gems of a slave I take my time and enjoy the journey. 

I already found a good few and I am  very proud of them but got time for a couple more. 

Let me know if slave thinks it's up for the task. Up on my standard. And we'll talk 


MASTER DIESEL Introduction

The weather is dull, my house has never been so clean or organised and another Monday in Lockdown, so I thought I would be productive and do an introduction to myself on Owned Fags. So, let’s start how would I describe myself in a few words? Well an Old Guard Leather Master, Dominant, strict but fair, Confident in knowing who I am and what I want and expect in every aspect of MY life. I have always been into wearing leather from being a teenager. Financial Domination started for me at school being in a gang of lads picking out the weak loners and cornering them and emptying their pockets and enjoying spending their money at the corner shop. I have always worked and have a long successful career, so be clear findom is not about making quick cash or easy money! I have been draining and using fags for over 20 years. I enjoy the control, obedience and getting inside fags and slaves heads and getting them onto the path of service to work hard, to earn good money, to then hand it over to ME, giving them satisfaction, fulfilment and purpose to want to do it all over again knowing you are pleasing ME. Getting that cash large or small is as horny as fuck to me watching the figure going up and spending MY money on what I want when I want.

As part of this domination is a huge part of this for me, Boot worship soles treads, heal shaft the whole boot fags, Leather worship, Oral pleasure ready for a deep throat fucking love to hear a fag gagging on my pierced thick cock, Ash use fags with open mouths ready to take my thick hot ash is not a choice is a requirement if any fags are near me while smoking MY gars, smoke abuse nothing better than seeing a fag in my gas mask in tight bondage, fuelling the fags lungs with MY thick heavy gar smoke from MY 8x80 Asylums through the gas mask tube, strict Corporal Punishment for MY pleasure not just when a fag disobeys or disrespectful, Domestic service why should I clean MY house when I can get a fag to do such mundane tasks in life. Poppering a fag slave up makes them weaker to be used and drained for MY gain and pleasure.

So, Fags PM me or approach me in the chat room and let’s show you your rightful place in life.


Fag master in self isolation
Is anyone else in self isolation and worried about their income from Fags?

I’m still waiting to see if I get any fag pigs to own but I’m worried that I’m this current moment in time there will be a lack of them due to the virus going around.

Is anyone scared and holding onto their Money because they can’t go to work or they feel like they’re going to need to cut back?

Do you think us masters are going to suffer due to the affects of corona virus? 

MAster not Master
People keep asking me why I always write MAster, not Master. 

All names are written with a capital letter - John, Chris, Tom...... 

In ancient times the names of kings, saints, heroes and God was written with two capital letters to honor them.

Therefore I honor Masters by always writing MAster, or their name with two capital letters. 

Cashmaster Coffee Club. Your Master requests your presence.

Hey $luts and fags.

We all know you love serving your Master, but sometimes it get's tough (still no excuse!).

So I made it easy on you little pussy bitches.

£3 a day, every day to buy me a coffee. Simple.

Search group for Cashmaster Coffee Club and if you are a good man pussy, I'll invite you if you DM me.