I know many of you have asked for the next part of "Ugly Tranny." and "How I met my first love." OK these will come.
Many of my blogs hark back to the days when a cold night on the streets of London would not be a problem, but this one comes from a later date when at the fist sign of a grey cloud my joints aches.
Being a lad who was at home with my first computer at 13 I was at the very start of the internet and little did I know that 40(ish) years later I would be having a real time chat including photo's, video and little smiling faces. In fact for years I has resisted the little smily faces but hay life changes.
Moving on to 2016 and I had got to grips with this search engine and that search engine and what is now the ubiquitous google. I am sure I have done some searching I should not have and a few times made sure I was on a public internet service(hot spot). I take the view that if my IP says I am at Athens Airport then who am I. Any why the point is I found findom/cashdom during my on going non stop hunt for good porn.
Finding a chatroom, after doing all the things needed to join the site I started just sitting on the sidelines just reading the way the posts where going. I noted people kept say (a word) to one of the subs in the room and it appeared the sub was reacting well most of the time. I noted some of the people said the word and were not getting a reaction at all. A example that even a self confessed faggot has those it likes, those it does not like and those who just don't do it for them.
It was as I was reading these messages and sometimes saying the word my self and got a reaction I sent a private messages to the faggot, go a replay. We connected on skype and started our private chat. I started to find my self in the finedom world. I started to note that I was chatting more than what you might call demanding. Reading "How I met my first love" you will see that this is how it works for me. My BF and faggots kneel down to me not because I demand it but because it's just the right thing for them to do. I find this way people open up to me, some with "secrets" and "triggers" that don't work every time but they do most times. I like public play abusing a faggot in public and chatrooms but private skype works well and I have a better range of those little smiling faces I said I avoided earlier, some have cute animation. When chatting with the faggot using "the word" I also found one, a red devil with nashing teeth and the "little red devil" was born.
The little red devil. Always wants his way but has a note of mischief, naughtiness and fun just like a little imp. He has a personality of his own like my avatar or calling card. When the faggot see him he knows it's time to play and it's not going to stop until he is payed to go away. That way the faggot can tell me when he need to stop without telling me. Sometimes the little devil will go to s***p for a little while, just to wake up again but I always know when enough is enough (maybe)?
Make you weak addicted Faggot to this czech muscle perfect god. When u see my muscles u know all you can do is just sniff worshipe and admire me like a dumb ass bitch. Make you even more pathetic and addicted looser when i count you down on poppers and laugh in your stupid face while i fuck you up with this poppers..Make you cry and beg for mercy like a little bitch but that makes me go even harder on you and popper you up even more till u cant take it anymore and pass out like a useless Bitch ..
10 Things Specific to Online Financial Domination
by DorianTheAlpha
#1 - Discipline
No, not the kinky kind. I’m talking about self-discipline. It’s easy to be motivated at the start, or after a heavy drain, maybe you’ve just owned a new fag or two. Not everyday will be motivating. Some days this might even feel like work, down right discouraging. Discipline is what separates the flashes in the pan from the those who stand the test of time (this is true for Dominants and submissives).
#2 - Communication
Online domination is noisy. Very noisy. Being a strong communicator is a key part of succeeding here, but that doesn’t mean being everywhere all the time. Be thoughtful about where you want to focus your own energy, and in those places: be responsive. With your fellow Alphas, with owned fags, with loyal sluts: make time and be thoughtful in your replies. A stale dynamic rarely lasts long. M/s is above all a relationship.
#3 - Decisions
I wrote this point specifically for Alphas new to online scenes. Timewasting: when a sub seeks free attention without any intention to serve you. The more I consider the idea, the more I realize it presumes an Alpha does not choose how to spend that time. When you indulge a timewaster, you the Alpha spend that time wastefully. It’s important to get to know potential servants. See: communication. Decide with intention, and stand firm by your choices while also…
#4 - Learning
Ultimately, the decisions you make are based on judgment. I’ve made decisions I later changed (past blogs, notably). There is a difference between flip-flopping a choice, and growing as a Dominant. No one is above improvement, and yes even as Alphas we can and are sometimes wrong. Whether it’s a fellow Master, a seasoned sub, or a brilliantly written borderline Nobel-prize-winning calibre blog — there’s always more to learn.
#5 - Responsibility & Ethics
I often hear from Alphas that it’s the sub’s responsibility not to self-destruct. And this is true. Ultimately, kinks like findom are power exchange between two consenting adults. That said, the best dynamics here exist because the Master & slave trust each other, deeply. Be responsible with your subs. Be ethical in your domination. Now, you can still leave a bitch battered, bruised, mouth full of ash, piss, spit, and weeping in a way that they fully consent to & even thank you for while begging for more. Intensity & extremes can and should still be responsibly, ethically carried out.
#6 - Community
Is the cash fun? Obviously. Do you know what’s more fun? The people that make this place great.
It’s called power exchange, not tips exchange. If you *need* the money, then you’re starting this for the wrong reasons (that’s just My perspective). If you’re only interested in heartless cash grabbing, you’re going to grow bored quick regardless of your success. Community is what makes OF, more than anything else.
#7 - Respect
Rule 1 - don’t be a dick. And it is rule #1 for a reason. That goes for Masters to Masters, Masters to fags, and fags to fags (obviously most of all fags to Masters). There’s plenty of Alphas here who use a sharp, punitive tone, while also doing so respectfully. Respect doesn’t have to be soft, or cuddly. I don’t agree with all of you. I don’t even like some of you. But being a toxic twat is a surefire way to alienate yourself or worse get banned from the site. Be better. Respect everyone.
#8 - Start
Unsure whether you’ve got what it takes to dominate online? Try it. Do it. Open your account. Verify, read the rules, and dive right in. Worried messaging subs will make you seem weak? Write them. Send PMs. Test what works best. You can only get better. This is the cliché classic “you miss 100% of the shots you don’t take”. It’s especially true of the online space where you’re just an avatar and a handle until you make yourself more than that. So make yourself more than that.
#9 - Stop
I don’t know who told you to start but that was a horrible idea. Stupid.
I joke, but the notion that you need to be always-on and constantly grinding will burn out the best of us. Taking breaks matters. Prioritizing your health & wellness matters. Remember that there’s more to life than the next tip notification or Pantheon climb. Stop and smell the roses. Call your grandma. Read a book. There will be subs & sending aplenty when you return. This message was brought to you by someone who is constantly failing at this particular point and in general maintaining work/life/kink balance.
#10 - Give Back
Donate to the site. There’s no elaboration here. The man’s growing a moustache for a good cause. If you haven’t put up for it: donate. Men’s health is no joke and last I checked we all had a cock between our legs.
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The last blog took place in 1989 in this one we'll jumping from 1989 to 1999.
At the age of 33 I done a few things that in hindsight I would not have done but I have no regrets well maybe one or two but there for an other time. My now I had had 2 full time loves a hole string of one night stands and blowjobs a few d*****n bi-sexual encounters but never a woman when I was sober. Well this is the story of the day that changed. My first time with a woman when sober, how ever still as kinky as many of my other encounters.
Three years before my second love had left me and for the first time after I was 21, I was living allown and was loving the freedom that brings even though it had taken a long time to get used to that. I had my own flat, my own friends and a job I liked. I had my hobby including CB radio (yes I'm a sad geek), electronics, photography(I had friends help me DIY my bathroom so I could use it as a darkroom for my B&W photography). The block of flats I was in was set-aside for single people and so there was a lot of time in each others flats all fairly normal stuff, most of the people in the block of 89 flats where straight, some gay and as far as I know a transexual that passed as a woman very well, all be it quite tall at 5.10. What was nice was that we where all out to each other. Mind you as I think you may all know by know I was never in.
I had meet this one guy(straight) who was in to CB and one day we where having a coffee in his flat and chatting over the CB to some mates. A couple of nights before I had shared some d***k stories with him. Any way he turned to be and said "a friend of mine will be online soon, if I remember you might be up for some kink? with a woman?" Well what should I say but "OK I'm up for most things". My CB mate told me that he had been talking about me to his mate who asked him if he would ask me if I would be up for a 3 some with his wife. WTF why do this things fall into my lap LOL, my friend said he could arrange it over the CB for "when?" "Next Sunday", "He wants you to do some kinky stuff............." but you'll find out what was said as this blog go's on.
Sunday morning, spent cleaning up the house and making sure I had the handcuffs chins and blindfold and small light cat of 9 ready. The plan was that at 3 I would leave the door unlocked and be waiting in the sitting room for the couple to arrive. The husband that I meat before hand to have a d***k and get to know a little, was going to blindfold his wife before they came in the flat and lead her to a chair in the bed room where she would be chained to the chair. The husband would then come to the sitting room and I would have half an hour to play with the wife.
Well 3 o'clock came and I was in the sittingroom with the door to my flat open. The husband came in got the blindfold, put it on his wife and lead her in then I heard the chains being locked and he come into the room. He put a finger to his lips in a sign to say be quart. He whispered to me that his wife had asked that I don't speak, Of cause I agreed to this. He then said right you have 30mins maybe longer.
I when into the bedroom and there was his wife changed to the chair legs apart wearing cream lace and silk, very slim almost boy like with blond short hair and small be well formed breasts. I started from her back with some gentle kissing round the neck and a kiss, only one on the mouth. This was a limit that had been agreed on, no kissing on the mouth, strange I know. I broke that limit because I felt it only right, you can't have sex without kissing. Then gently kissing over the breasts and down to her navel. At the same time gently working her nipples. The I stand up and walk round her picking up the whip and started running the tails over her body, gently whipping her breasts, legs getting harder and loving the sharp intake of breath. After a little bed she says "can you put me on the bed?" So I relice her from the chair and take her to the bed. I had anchor points on the legs of the bed so was able to easily spread eagle her. and gave her another kiss and put the cat back to work. "please use you teeth", I lay on top of her and start to gently nibble all around here breasts and nipples, she nods down and I take the meaning and start moving my teeth down here body to her navel and she nods more. "My clit" she almost panted. This was all a first, for me but the kink of the situation must have masked my nervousness at this. It's a little like being d***k, I know my lips, tong and teeth found the spot and if the moaning was anything to go by I defo hit the spot a number of times. Any way I am unsure of how long it was but I heard her husband open the bedroom door. We had agreed that would be the single for me to wank and come over her tits. Then I left her anchored to the bed and left the room, when to the sitting room while her husband undid her and they both left the apartment. That night I wanked of two, three or more times thinking about it.
I would have loved to do it gain and did get a phone call from the husband once to give me a message from his wife that I was the first Man ever to give her three orgasms at one time. Why they never came back I don't know. All I can say is maybe it was a one off thing for them. I will close this blog by saying it gave me a lot of confidence.
This diaper faggot believes sacrifice and suffering is required, even if a Master is not directly involved. Today it discovered a great way to enforce its suffering by putting together a few different applications. As a diaper faggot, it wants to be treated as an adult-boy - treated as a diapered 13 year old, though also an adult. Essentially, whichever age results in a worse outcome for it should be the result. Punishment generally occurs as an adult, but c******n have more restrictions, like bedtime and especially parental controls. Boys should not have unfettered access to a computer or the internet - adult websites should be blocked, and computer usage limited in time, which parental control software performs.
Its an amazing feeling seeing the popup that it only has 5 more minutes, or that a website is blocked, knowing that its only reason is to make it sacrifice. It doesn't benefit anyone, but the faggot has to stop whatever it was doing, even though there may be hours left in the day. Since it likely has admin rights or the admin password to its computer, it is too easy to uninstall the software at that moment, allowing it to continue using the computer, but depriving it of the sacrifice it needs to be fulfilled.
Today it installed Qustodio, which very effectively blocks sites based on rules, as well as applications. To take care of the admin problem, it created a c***d account without admin rights, and used a random password generator to create a long password it couldn't remember. After appropriately locking down Qustodio - it went with full block on all sites, except writeforme.org, a line typing site online Masters use to waste its time with menial task, often for hours. It sucks for the faggot, but thats what it is supposed to do, while Master gets pleasure knowing He made it suffer without any effort.
Using the password above, it copied it to change both the admin password and the Qustodio password, and the password itself is uploaded to emlalock.com, commonly used as a keyholding service for chastity. After deleting the password locally and starting the emlalock timer, it no longer controls the computer until the timer expires and it can recover the password. Only the locked down c***d account is usable, with the highly restrictive rules. It tries launching a browser, but all sites are blocked - except for
writeforme.org. Its self-imposed restrictions worked, and it cant do anything, other than type. It set itself up for 2 hours of typing and started, eagerly hitting the first key as if this would be fun.
Needless to say, the typing was long, boring, and tedious. For 2 hours it typed, unable to take a break for more than 10 seconds or additional lines would be added. Mistakes added lines, and incurred a financial penalty that encouraged it to go slower and waste more time. In the end, it paid Master $40 for mistakes and thanking Him for the drudgery. It questioned why it would pay to do tedious labor; why would it rush to type lines for hours; and why would it want to be locked down with parental control. But as faggot do, after a short break, all it could hope for was to do it again - sacrifice and suffering is the faggots goal.
I round the corner... and it's frozen. Locking eyes, overcome by the sheer presence. Their mind melts into Me. Then and there, innately: s********n. Nothing more than a gaze. Overwhelmed by the moment, silent steps take us to a nearby ATM. Only the wind's whistle cuts the quiet, until buttons begin to click. The machine’s wheels sputter hundreds from a slot into kneeling hands... then into Mine. A knowing grin glows against a newly-lit cigar as I feel the grip of domination take hold. Counting out as it's handed to Me, a thick and burning ash builds. Smoke billows around us as the machine slows. Silence once more. Submissive lips kiss each leather boot as a pitiful tongue cleans them carefully in desperate gratitude. Through the toe caps, I can feel the trembling in each lick. Stolid, I tower over My new property. It’s all so easy. Effortless. And as I ash into a begging gaping mouth, I turn to go with thousands anew. In the distance, the faintest whimpering... “Thank you, Master.”
Just as every Alpha deserves.
Bring it to life, betas.
First, let's define them:
s********n: the action or fact of accepting or yielding to a Superior F*rce or to the will or authority of Another.
Servitude: the state of being a slave or completely subject to Someone more powerful.
Now, there are plenty of kink spaces. In them, you can explore deviant bottom acts, without serving submissively.
If you are here, you are here to serve. Look at the website name. Read its description.
This is about pleasing Alpha Masters.
When you act entitled, whine, complain, lie, run, and cheat: you are not submissive.
Nor are you servile. No, you're just vile.
Submissive servitude is very simple, but it is not easy. Simple and easy are not the same thing.
It is simple in that if you follow a single maxim, you will thrive: please your Master, always.
It is not easy, because after the first rush fades, you have a choice: regress to selfish stupidity, or flourish.
A recent failure of Mine is now in the dungeon for a second time. Hopefully, it will read this and learn. Doubtful.
To My better pets, and the useful submissives other Alphas here own proudly: continue.
It's a simple definition, yet not easy to manifest. But when it does come to be: submissive servitude is bliss.
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