When I came to this wonderful website, the second time
around, in the first few hours I was encouraged to leave the site and head to
another platform. I smiled. I understood the āgameā. The āDomā who insisted I
walked away from this site so that MasterOfAll would receive nothing for his incredible
efforts, then demanded, within the first few seconds of our engagement, Ā£100. The
Dom wasnāt remotely interested in me, he didnāt care whether I was happy or
not, he wanted money. I declined his demand and he was churlishly, childishly furious and
has tried, at occasional intervals, to convince me and more importantly himself,
that what he was doing was right and that I am a fool.
What a load of old bollocks! There are no rules in this findom world. Everyone, whether Dom or sub, chooses their own unique path. I donāt subscribe to the rules set by others and that makes a great many men quite cross. For them, I have only this to say: I donāt care. I have my own rules, designed to keep me safe in a dark, deceptive world. Treat me with respect and youāll receive my respect. Treat me like a fool and Iāll assume you are a fool. Behave impatiently, ungraciously, greedily and with an uncalled-for callousness and I will slam the door in your face. I'd rather be alone and unowned forever than to be the slave of a liar.
I'm submissive but not everywhere, and Iām here to find a
good man and to give to him the best of myself. The best isnāt just cold, easy money
but care, respect, devotion, decency and even my love. I'm not easy but treat me honestly, patiently, compassionately and who knows, I might be all yoursā¦
Right from day 1 BS37SKIN told me it was full TPE or nothing. His masculinity and power was taking over my mind from the moment we first talked. Agreeing to a meet within only weeks was the clincher. Making this real. The first 4 weeks were intense. Hard drains both financially and taking the power from me. Getting deep into my head. Showing me this is not just what he wants but also what I crave.
From day 1 he saw what I craved and knew what I was about and tuned my biggest fetish into my uniform. To be worn at all times outside of work. (Orange Hi-Vis and wellingtons). Showing he knew what made me tick as a sub and embracing that instead of changing me into something that I was not.
The first meet.
Having arranged our first meet on the first week of this new life the day arrived. I can honesty say I have never been as terrified in my life. Obviously in a truly honest and open TPE as this had become I told him this before he set off on the 3 hour journey to meet his faggot. He could not have been more reassuring to me. Telling me everything will be fine and my limits will be respected albeit pushed. Knowing he was on his way to meet his property made my heart race so much I swear it was going to bust out of my body. The fear of what was about to happen was still there but far less. There was no turning back now.
Upon greeting my Owner. (Not just my Master) I was on my knees at his boots in seconds. Showing him my real and true obedience to him. And then it happened. The chain he had got for me was put on. The proudest moment of my life to date. That stupid beaming grin on my face showing him this was all very real for me.
We went out for a shopping trip to Brighton. Obviously paid for fully by me. Levi jeans. Timberland boots. Work boots.The best part was going into the Apple Store and buying a tracker. TPE means just that. BS37SKIN should always know where I am. I asked him to do this. This was me giving up more freedom to show him my devotion is true.
I must admit. I had no idea how to be āmeā on this first visit. Didnāt know if this was to be a one off meeting. But stayed in 100% faggot mode. Only sitting down in public once he instructed me to do so. Before he left he shaved my head fully and instructed me to stay that way for ever. I have shaved my head at 9pm every night since.
Aās February went on the control was getting deeper and deeper. Now tracked. I have to ask permission to leave the house. Knowing full well he will know where I am. And a second date in the diary. All my dreams had come true. It was only now, I realised how busy my owner is. Giving up so much of his free time for other people and arranging a second meeting so quickly meant even more to me than he would ever know. Covid gets me in February and without being over dramatic I truly thought it was game over. Multiple times in hospital. through it all. BS37SKIN was there for me. Looking after me, showing real care and getting me through my darkest days.
As we moved into March the rinsing was more often. But more so the power exchange was taking a real turn of events. Now having to ask permission to piss. A real true connection. Going further than Iād ever gone before. Deeper and deeper under his power. And yet all the time feeling more safe and secure now than Iād ever felt in my entire life. Taking over my online life and in real time too. BS37SKIN now has full access to my online profiles and takes no time in changing them to show I am his owned faggot. No longer just a secret between him and me. This is now my proudest moment. To have an owner who is happy and proud to take control of me publicly as well as in private.
April arrives and with it the second meet happens. This time over the Easter weekend. It is now not only his control takes full effect but I realise my trust in him is real and I start to love the man I call Sir. I know what I am to him and will never forget that. But now I know I love this man my devotion gets deeper and deeper. I finally get to purchase the one thing Iāve been craving to do, my owners Season ticket for the rugby. Having a real positive impact on his life. The daily voice mails he sends me keep me wanting to go further and further. Itās all about the connection for me. And he has that true connection with me. As we talk about things outside of all this and get to know each other better. Much more relaxed in his presence too. A true Owner I can be myself with. Brand new uniforms arrive with the logo my owner created for me. Now fully proud to be seen out wearing my owners brand 24/7
May. The power exchange continues. Now I am given Meal times and bed times. My love for him as my owner is now deeply cemented. I never want this power exchange to end. I have a purpose in life. His care for my wellbeing is a true credit to his personality and who he is.
June. A few short weeks until our next meet. Only this time I get to visit my owner on his turf. We discuss chastity. And agree this not something either of us need. He knows Iād never touch myself without permission and even then at cost. My devotion and dedication is stronger now than I ever believed possible. BS37SKIN now controls when I get up. When I eat, when I piss and go to bed. And also when I am allowed out of the house.
I had no idea just how much this life was meant for me. Always thought it was a horny idea but not a reality. BS37SKIN showed me this is just what I was missing. And truly helped me to get here.
Being owned and controlled fully. Is not as easy as it sounds. For either the owner or the owned. I will explain more of that in part 2 how being allowed to join this community has changed a lot for me.
Until then.
Happy New Year Everyone
BS37SKINsfaggot.
I wasnāt alone. Nelson Mandela, Mahatma Gandhi, Oscar Wilde, Paris Hilton, I shared their determination to suffer the agonies of prison, and like them, I refused to compromise my values and beliefs. I seek no praise. Iām not brave. Iām just a Slave with a heart.
Iāve been to the dungeon before. Iāve stood in the face of adversity and cruelty and survived. Iāve endured the degradation of unhelpful, taunting messages from Doms and Subs, and yes, I have all your names. Iāve seen the misery, the suffering, inhaled the peculiar smells and wondered why I had been left alone in the darkness. Abandoned.
However, I now know the truth. Itās not about targets. Itās not about failure. I am regularly and unceremoniously thrown into the musty place of screams and terror because of my beguiling, incomparable and irresistible body.
Each night I was made to stare at images of the
magnificent Masterzal. I was made to admire other bulges, flexings and gym pictures
taken and āprofessionally enhancedā by many Masters over many years. Each day I
was made to clean the indescribable slop buckets left by lazy subs with worrying
bowel issues, whilst wearing HighVizās discarded luminous gear, rich with
rubber rot. As I wept, I glanced at the graffiti scratched desperately into the
walls by the ripped nails of former punishmentd dungeon dwellers.
āOne day I will be Number One.ā Desperate words from
Fagof2Sirs who now steals my money to enhance his fraudulent service.
āI hope to be Sub of the Day FOREVERā Wrote SubJeffie who
is stealing my thunder.
āI am a teapot.ā Poor Cynic, made mad by the torments.
Finally, days of misery were broken by the long-awaited message
from my Master: āSlave. Whereās my coffee?ā He continued: āYouāll be pleased to
know that the site is doing incredibly well without you. I mentioned to
Enslaved that you were in the dungeon and he replied: Slave who?ā
As I read those cruel words my sobbing was interrupted by
heavy breathing and a peculiar pumping sound coming from the corner of the
dungeon. I peered through my bars and saw a figure lurking behind a red
curtain, pulling on levers, fiddling with large red knobs and laughing at
verification pictures and videos. It was him. It was the ONE. It was THE Master
of ALL.
āWhy? Why have you done this to me? Discarded me? Thrown
me into this place?ā I screamed.
He turned. His eyes sparkling with jealousy: āSlave, you
are TOO HANDSOME!ā
Like Nelson Mandela, Mahatma Gandhi, Oscar Wilde and Paris
Hilton I will not be diminished by the dungeon and all its ghastliness. Like
Gloria Gaynor, āI Will Survive!ā
Itās been a while since I communicated on the status of Submit, so I wanted to take some time to explain whatās happening.
Submit is still very much in development, and it is still the intention that Owned will retire and everything will move over to the new site.
Submit is being built on completely new technology to Owned and as such it took a bit to plan and get started, but that is out of the way and actual development has been in full swing for a while now.
Itās become evident in the development though that getting Submit ready within 6 months is simply unachievable. I was a bit naive to think that I could rebuild something completely in that time when it took 10 years of active development to get where it is now.
Since starting the building of Submit there have also been other things pop up that have halted development, the main one being having to find a new card processor. That took up a lot of my time, and if im honest put my head in a bad place and I just couldnāt face working on the site.
I have also had personal issues going on taking up my time, as well as social commitments.
Going back to the card processor issue, if it taught me anything itās not to have all my eggs in one basket, so I have also been splitting my time more onto other projects and diversifying my work.
As I said, Submit is still being developed, itās just not being worked on full time like it was before.
So, what does this mean?
Well, Iāve now taken the view that Submit will be āready when itās readyā.
I will continue to work on it, and it will be launched, I just wonāt be putting a date on when; it should still be sometime this year though. Iām not going to be putting myself under any pressure or imposing self-inflicted time limits. Owned is still operational and works fine, so there is no rush to get Submit finished.
In the coming months I will start to provide limited access to a few users so that I can gather feedback and help with bug testing.
Thank you,
MoA
I said the same naĆÆve things throughout the years as I explored new kinks.
Fast forward to the present. I joined OwnedFags at the same time I joined other sites looking to fulfill a specific need. I assumed the tip transfer system here was similar to the tips I sent to Men on the video performance sites. Stupid, stupid, stupid! š Age does not guarantee insight or wisdom. Sending 10 tips to a stranger felt like a big deal to me. I did not have good experiences and was 30 minutes away from deleting this account until I took a chance on the one Man who didn't take advantage of me as a newbie. It's unfortunate that we're not still together but I'm still here and learning from my current owner, The MasterOfAll.
I really didnāt want to write this, but I need to get something off my chest, and be warned, I am not going to sugar coat anything and I will tell it how it is.
Next year it will be 10 years since I set up Owned Fags.
I built this place from the ground up, on my own and to a lot of negativity and a***e from other sites and people that were around at the time thinking that they āownedā the findom scene.
It took me a lot of work to get the site to where it is now, and I have spent thousands of my own money and fuck knows how much time and stress making sure that this place was a success and continues to be. Thankfully now the site pays for itself and all I need to do is keep building and innovating.
I literally never get away from this site, if I am not sat at my desk working on it then Iām looking at it on my phone while Iām out, answering emails on the go etc. I go to bed thinking to myself āwill I wake up to any dramaā, I have to plan my holidays and breaks around pay-out dates etc, itās a lot for one person to handle.
That is why I have some mods and they help with the day-to-day tasks of moderating content which really would be a full-time job on its own if I didnāt have them, so let me please thank the mods for the great job they do because without them I really couldnāt cope.
Now, the problem I have is users that join and think they can say and do whatever the fuck they want. Iām sorry but no you canāt and no it does not suppress your āfree speechā, you do not have free speech on a private platform. If you want to invoke your right to free speech go shout outside.
Like I said before I have invested an awful lot into this site, still do, and it is a huge part of my life. Imagine if you had to constantly read others trash talking your hard work, yourself, or other people, it would be absolutely exhausting and it would start to take a toll on you.
If youāre on a site like Facebook or Twitter, heck even Owned Fags, you can simply block someone and move on ā I do not have that luxury. If someone is constantly bringing a negative vibe to my day, then I see that and I canāt escape it. So, yes, I will remove people that fuck me off and I am not sorry for that.
Think to yourself what it would be like if every day you went into work dreading how it was going to be because of a few people. Youād probably try to look for another job or move teams, right? Again, I donāt have that luxury.
Owned is only a small site with less than 4 thousand members, a small number of people can make a big difference, and if itās a negative one then sorry youāll be gone. I donāt care if you feel itās unfair, thatās how it is. I am not going to spend my time having lies spread about me or having me and my site trash talked.
If we were as big as Twitter and I wasnāt the only one running the place and having to see it all the time then I probably wouldnāt take it as personally, but thatās not the case. We are a small site with a big focus on community, and if youāre acting in a way that damages that vibe then youāll be told to go.
Iām 36 now, my tolerance for bullshit and petty games is very low, so if youāre not enjoying the site then just fucking leave, it will absolutely continue on without you. I used to be very tolerant and put up with more than I should, but that time has ended.
Now Iāve had my rant, enjoy the rest of your day š
Start messaging random slaves informing them that a new supernatural being is in their midst.
When you get messages, complimenting you on your appearance or on the words of wisdom contained in you profile, do not say thank-you but just answer asking for a tribute: now!
Get in a fight with another Master at the earliest opportunity to prove your masculinity and superiority but avoid turning it into a drama: only fags do drama.
Go into the chat room and make a statement which enforces the natural order, I don't know something like "fags don't have brains"... be creative. You are the brainbox. remember?
When you realise that there are far more Master than tributing slaves, try poaching one or two. Don't forget the Hollandaise sauce.
Set targets for random slaves... someone will be stupid or weak enough to accept it. And when they complete it, remember to never ever acknowledge it or - heaven forbid ! - thank them.
Play hot and cold with your slaves... ignore them or disappear for a while. It is guaranteed to drive them wild and make them loosen their purses' strings.
We have learned a few things we would like to change for round two.
We noted that many masters just jumped on the bandwagon with a very basic "lets get that cash pussy open, 100 tips in 4 weeks" OK thats what we asked but they have to be a little more horny. Like "Nice to see your cash pussy dripping for use bitch. You need to feel all our cocks fucking you deep, 175 tips in fore weeks".
Some of you will know that enslaved has accepted two of your targets in this round because we both found them to be horny but I like to give Masters a far chance.
I am also going to be a little more strict about what targets are accepted and what are not. Basic targets will be rejected as will targets that are too big or short but as some of you will know rejected targets get a change to submit another.
A finale thought but most important. Enslaved has the right to chose who he wises to serve and who he does not. Real with face photos and verified is a good start.
I will let you know when round two begins with a shout.
Iāve been on this site for a while now and had some great fun, Iāve met some lovely people but someone I met recently compelled me to sit and write a blog to mark the occasion. This is my storey of that encounter such as it is:
If youāre looking for a shouty aggressive agro Dom there are far better choices, take your money and get some quick thrills with many of the other Masters out there and youāll have a great time.
If youāre looking for someone completely different then keep reading. I randomly started chatting to Master Trigger a number of weeks ago and was surprised at how quickly we clicked. Days went past with the chat getting better and better and he got me to relax and open up to him. We had great banter, he gave me some amazing advice and before long was helping me understand some of the struggles I am dealing with as a cash sub.
The conversation is engaging, the advice is exemplary and the support heās given me has been really valuable. Master Trigger deeply understands the mindset of a sub, the mechanics of sustainable findom and is a hugely clever individual, he could outsmart me in a second. The single most impressive point Iām here to make is that heās not once asked me for a single tribute and has genuinely made himself available to help me out as a fellow findom enthusiast.
Iāve actually brought him a couple of beers purely because I value you his help so much, purely out of gratitude and respect!
I could see myself developing things further with him in time but itās so nice to find a Dom whoās interest is the kink over the cash. They say itās what we do, not what we have that makes us who we are, I could not think of more fitting words.
Yep that's right, over a quarter of a million quid has been processed by this site within 365 days and I'm buzzing.
Thank you to all who have supported and used this site, especially those of you who have been there from the beginning.
I will never stop innovating and trying to create the best findom site that there is and have a place where we can all have fun and explore findom in a safe environment.
I just wanted to mark this special occasion with a little blog post, thank you for reading!
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